What The Hell Marlena?

So i'll start off saying, that I'm not too sure where this will lead to. It may stay on topic or run terribly off the wide road caused by a imitation of what i'm trying to bring to everyone's attention. You might disagree or agree, which ever I'm fine with, you may even find me to be an ignorant sonofabitch but all in all I'm just a pile of dust in this universe all i want to do is turn into a planet. blah blah blah. BUT ANYWAYS. this is going to be posted whether i'm satisfied with it or not.

The sixies was a great and revolutionary time in history. at that time there was awareness in the minds of nicotene adicted junkies, if it could be found there then what would lead me or anyone else to believe that it couldn't even be found in the sane? Media was over flowed with remember names. Characters that can still be viewed as heroes for THIS generation. I look back and i see that every decade has one to hold. where are we? what are we going to become? again with my constant questions that aren't very well thought out before typed, these questions that could easily be answered if i only overlooked them for a second more. what i'll do for you know is spare your time and use mine. We are in the 21st century, I don't even know if we're part of a new early age or the end of these years as walking clumps of what can be found around us. Do the scientist even know what they're talking about? theories theories that's all i hear. i want the facts. WHAT ARE WE? what are we becomming? We're in the process of some fad that is only an imposter of what was seen during something that our virgin eyes will never even witness. All of our music sounds like robots talking, wow really original since it was predicted to be like this by media ever since i have no idea when. the 21st century, the time of technology. Technology has ups and downs, but how is it really helping us? It's ripping us away from what we all really are! and go ahead and yell it! i'm a HYPOCRIT! and i'm not afraid to face what the MEDIA has turned the youth into! I sholudn't be one to talk. i hate the media. I want to be part of it. i'm soon to be apart of what i hate staring at, no it's not envy that i have a fixed gaze on, it's what is controlling the predicted robots that we will all become, or were, or are apart of. I REFUSE to be apart of scums scientist inventions. take me away from this place where there is not even a place to glimpse at originality. you sonsofbitches! WHAT ARE YOU DISCOVERING! have they even stopped to consider the loop holes in this mess of widgits and doo dingys and hoo has?!  shooting rockets into the sky and such; im not saying your problems will be solved but maybe you should look for lucy up there eh?  Artificially man made everythings is what this generation will be remembered. That is if we are the early age. How foolish, to even think that there's nothing left. humm